If there was a movie made about my business, it would be called:

The Girl Who Had A Baby In A Pandemic and Decided That Her Body and Soul Would Break If She Kept Doing Wedding Photography, So She Pivoted To Families and Newborns and Feels Happier

Coming soon, to a theater near you! I joke.

 

It wasn’t the taking of the photos that was the problem … I never stopped loving the feeling of nailing a shot.

It wasn’t the people that were the problem … They were and are still my favorite part of this job.

It wasn’t even the weddings that was the problem … I felt like a BOSS when I showed up 8 months pregnant, worked a 12-hour day, and did an amazing job for my couple.

It was the being away from my family. On Saturdays, I would leave just after my son woke up and come home after he was in bed. And then on Sundays, I was so exhausted that I didn’t get to enjoy our only day together as a family with no work on our plate.

Then on weekdays, I photographed families. I would watch little chubby baby fingers squeeze his mom’s cheeks and *click* — I would preserve that forever for her. I would see a dad making a silly face at his daughter as we all walked to the park and *click* — proof that he loved her so much.

With every weekend I was away and every family I shot, I was more certain than ever that I needed to make this move. I swear my mama heart swells four times its size during family sessions. I loved my time as a wedding photographer and I’m proud of all I did, but this season of life feels so sweet and perfect. I wouldn’t trade this journey for anything.

 

I took one AP class in high school: AP Art

 “I aLwAyS hAd A cAmErA iN mY hAnD” - said every damn photographer ever. But it really is true for me. In high school, I lost my tiny (read: crappy) digital camera on a hayride and wept in front of my crush. Obsessed much?

My camera was an extension of my feelings. I felt the world so deeply my entire life, and I felt like with my camera I could capture those feelings in a photo rather than try to articulate them. It became my tool for understanding people, the world, and relationships.

For years, I used it to tell romantic love stories at weddings, but since becoming a mom, I’m drawn to telling family stories. I am experiencing about a million new emotions a day as a mom, and I’m leaning on my camera again to help me make sense of it all.

I would love to tell your story.

 
 
 
 
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