If there was a movie made about my business, it would be called:
The Girl Who Had A Baby In A Pandemic and Decided That Her Body and Soul Would Break If She Kept Doing Wedding Photography, So She Pivoted To Families and Newborns and Feels Happier
Coming soon, to a theater near you! I joke.
It wasn’t the taking of the photos that was the problem … I never stopped loving the feeling of nailing a shot.
It wasn’t the people that were the problem … They were and are still my favorite part of this job.
It wasn’t even the weddings that was the problem … I felt like a BOSS when I showed up 8 months pregnant, worked a 12-hour day, and did an amazing job for my couple.
It was the being away from my family. On Saturdays, I would leave just after my son woke up and come home after he was in bed. And then on Sundays, I was so exhausted that I didn’t get to enjoy our only day together as a family with no work on our plate.
Then on weekdays, I photographed families. I would watch little chubby baby fingers squeeze his mom’s cheeks and *click* — I would preserve that forever for her. I would see a dad making a silly face at his daughter as we all walked to the park and *click* — proof that he loved her so much.
With every weekend I was away and every family I shot, I was more certain than ever that I needed to make this move. I swear my mama heart swells four times its size during family sessions. I loved my time as a wedding photographer and I’m proud of all I did, but this season of life feels so sweet and perfect. I wouldn’t trade this journey for anything.
Fankie is our strong willed youngest child. She is happy and loud and runs on little sleep. Frankie is obsessed with her brother and she has added so much life to our family.